[BellasBmw]

So i decided that i am going to spend the next World Cup in europe. Who knows where my life will be in 4 years from now, but its my goal to be there.

Plan A is to actually move there in the next year or so, stay for 6 months, and return *unless some hottie italian sweeps me off my feet ha ha*. Plan B is to go for the World Cup in 4 years. My God, 4 years... its incredible how time flies. I can remember saying how i couldnt believe i was going to be 14 for the next world cup. Now i can say wow, im going to be 26 until we see this again. Now you know why im such a fanatic, its once every 4 years.. and when it happens, words cannot express the pride you feel for your hertiage/country/culture. I wish the United States would open their hearts to this sport. Maybe if they did, the US team would have more success. Their motivation right now is pretty nonexistant. I drove around with my italian flag, honking the horn, and about 1/4 of people looked at me like i was an idiot or something.

There is something inside of me that wont let go.. I dont know what it is, but all i have been able to think about for the past 2 years is wanting to move to Italy. I guess moving to NY first is a start, then ill make my way there. But i know how i am, and im stubborn and once i get my mind set, i dont let go. Ive been telling my parents over and over that in my heart, i feel like i wont be complete unless i do this. Ive already looked into study abroad programs, and i think mine would be in Rome. Even when i think about the possibilty of moving there, i get so excited and anxious. And its not because Italy just won the Cup, this has been in my mind since i was 20 years old. So .. its Official... i have to move to Italy.